[...]

[She might as well start from the beginning, huh.]

It was almost two years ago now. I had just lost someone... someone really, really important to me. But I didn't know how this world worked yet. And it was right after the castes switched, too... so when someone told me that person might be in Ceres, I... didn't know what to expect. And that's where the Black Market caught me.

They... did horrible things to me. I-I still don't... remember it all. But I'll never forget their faces. The way they laughed while they did it. Every day, for two weeks... I-I wasn't myself anymore. At all. Rin told me when he saw me at the auction and saved me, I...

...it was like I forgot I was human. It took over a week before I could even talk again.

[It's only because she's come so far since then that she's able to talk about this at all. But by the end of it, she's shivering like a leaf -- from a mix of both fear, and anger. Even now, she was so angry she was afraid what she'd do if she ever saw any of those people again.]

[Really, it's no wonder she reacted the way she did when she thought Killua might be associated with them.]